Hard

Albert Einstein once asked the question that sometimes drives me hazy: am I or the others crazy? - Spencer Reid, Criminal Minds

It’s true.  The more I think about it, the more true it becomes.  No one seems to be able to see what I can, feel what I feel, feel what I feel.  No one can understand how I see the word and what I know.  Charles Epps once stated that it was so hard to have a thought so pure that you couldn't communicate it in words.  It’s so frustrating not to be heard, not to be able to speak your mind because you don’t know how.  I have stories and ideas, characters and locations, novels I play out in my head.  I want to be able to write so bad, but I can’t.  I can’t figure out how to put it into words.  How to descried the fearless prince charming, struggling teen on the street, or the young girl stuck in her own head.  Her head is the only escape for her.  Spencer Reid is afraid of his mind.  I can’t see this.  My mind is the only place of peace I have – the only place I can go to hide, to run.  It is how I cope with everything.  The world, my friends, family, stereotypes, everything that describes a human being – it’s where I can start over.  Build something completely from scratch and bring it to life.  Create something that someone else could never understand.  No one ever understands. 

[Charlie Epps is a character from the TV show Numb3rs]

[Spencer Reid is a character from Criminal Minds]